eh...I thought I updated my blog a few days back. So weird. I have this memory of me updating it. Or maybe I was dreaming that I was updating it. So weird. Oh...I said that already. Deja vu man......
I spent my Tuesday night at Finnegan's Bangsar, again. You see, my sister and her friends like to go there. And I like the songs that they play there. I am not really a fan of house music or techno, that's why I usually spend time at Finnegan's or BC. Was there till 4 am and the next morning I proceeded to the gym. I can feel that my stamina has dropped. Yesterday, I was forcing myself to do a 15 minutes cycle. Normally, 15 minutes is nothing. Yesterday, I had to motivate myself and not look at the timer. Normally, I would be glad and delirious that I am able to cycle/running for so long, hence...the motivation to keep on cycling/running.
Sigh....Bad news is, my project will be starting soon, tomorrow actually. I can feel the stress again. This is bad. I am now worried that my temps can't do the job. I have been confident in the beginning but after the training today, I am like 40% confident. That is a very sharp drop for me. This project is more technical, in the sense that the questionnaire is based on our primary interests in network services like WAN, IP VPN, broadband services, Voice-over-IP, and managed data network services such as frame relay and ATM. We are going to find out (from the IT Managers of various industries) their corporate plans to implement and expand their use of these services, what drivers are behind these plans or what barriers exist to furthering their use.
Last year, talking about all this would just scare me away, but after reading and asking our analysts about it, it gets easier. The temps will be required to know all the terms in order to ask right? So they feel stressed because they are afraid of the terms and I am stressed because they are stressed. And when they are stressed, they can't get the job done. And when they can't get the job done, I will be stressed!